LOSING MYSELF

The void inside, I am cold and lonely

Memories are fading away, and the past dies in me

The black hole inside, my mind is imprisoned

Feelings are useless and vain, has it always been like that?

There was hope and joy

There was so much rage

Now, there’s nothing at all

There was hate and love

There was so much pain

Now, there’s nothing more

What should I do?

Tell me what should I do?

I’m losing myself

My spirit and my soul

I’m killing myself

The beauty I only felt

Wherever I look

There’s nothing I still know

Whatever I do

There’s nothing that can save me

Don’t call me now, I don’t know my name

All I was I’m not anymore, maybe I’ve never been

If I could come back to when things were easy and beautiful

Now the days are endless and empty, maybe it’s never been like that

Lyrics reprinted by permission.